Posted by: trish on: 05:28:07.
There are two things bothering me tonight. Are they the problem or am I the problem? It’s kind of official that I mess things up but come to think of it, no one has bothered to be patient enough to understand what or why I’m messing it up. Cut the crap darlings, I’m in some [...]
Earth, please split open, swallow me whole, spit me out and pass me onto the abyss of the universe…then i’ll get lost there and die.
please.
I let you down. I disappointed you. I ignored you. I sent you the wrong signals.
Damnit. Why is everybody angry with me? Am I really worth your ignorance and anger?
Gawd. Earth, [...]
Posted by: trish on: 05:21:07.
After five days of having my sadistic and cynical set of rules implemented, I broke the first and most important rule of all. I am blaming my inability to control my tear glands whenever talk of heaven and hell are in play. Yes, world, I watched What Dreams May Come followed by Click. It felt [...]
Posted by: trish on: 05:15:07.
Rules of this new undefined life:
Thou shall not cry.
Thou shall live free of interpersonal dependence.
Thou shall believe in nothing but black and white.
Thou shall eat a banana a day.
Thou shall not speak of thyself as much.
Thou shall try to drink at least eight glasses of water a day.
Thou shan’t fear anything.
Thou shan’t procrastinate.
Thy neighbors [...]
Posted by: trish on: 05:13:07.
Should I pick the lesser evil or go for the gold? The obscurity of consequences are overwhelming just as they are redemptive. Lingering on movie quotes and song lines, this night is pretty much stale. I’ve been cynical since who-knows-when and things are starting to prove that they are simply black and white. If it’s [...]
Posted by: trish on: 05:10:07.
“I don’t know.”
Yes, I’d rather leave it at that. Thinking about it would sensationalize the issue and it might hinder all mankind from creating a Death Star. Tell me, is it that bad too feel this numb? Let me in. I just want to make that certain power nap dream breathe in life. But is [...]
Posted by: trish on: 05:6:07.
Don’t even get me started.
You. It’s been a while since we’ve had any fruitful conversation whatsoever. And I’m glad we’re having this empty air between us. It’ll make me miss you more than I could possibly comprehend.
You. I can’t show you how desperate I am. You’re like a collector’s item action figure that I can’t [...]
