Youth vs “wisdom”. YOUTH.
You can’t call it wisdom if you can’t understand CHANGE.
The stars at night aren’t as big and bright
as you make them out to be
-Motion City Soundtrack
Posted by: trish on: 07:18:09.
Deep voice: Eh, Hi miss. I’m (gives funny name), and you?
Girl: *giggles* I’m ______.
Deep voice: Alright. Call me. *winks*
It’s one of those giggle fits we’d have during each soirée with another exclusive school. Mae would always giggle with her eyes doing 360s in her head.
Every aching would would cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
-Motion City Soundtrack
Posted by: trish on: 07:12:09.
Freedom. It’s such a big word for something so intangible. It dresses in different colors and styles that are buried deep within each person’s psyche. It is a word that has no limits but it does possess gates that prevent overuse. One thing learned from a cultural or at least familiar rule is that the growth of freedom is directly proportional to income and inversely proportional to time. Maybe hard work is proportional to freedom too, but that doesn’t seem to be the present case.
I thought I worked hard enough. If I clean the house and live like a robot, then maybe at least I’d get to live like most in America do. Longer days and nights, less cultural perversion.
Is this just the aftermath of another one of those memorable verbal lobotomies?
Posted by: trish on: 07:7:09.
Unforgettable line of the day:
“When I do this, I think of ***.”
Posted by: trish on: 06:22:09.
December 27, 2005.
We knew we only had a couple of months left — 3 to be exact. But someone wanted to spend time with someone else. I tagged along just to be safe with the authorities, just to be sure that someone was not alone swimming among a sea of testosterone.
She told me to go with the flow. Two months prior to that day, I had burned that phrase and made sure I would not follow nor go with whatever flow was flowing. But when she told me that, she did seem reasonable. And I followed.
After 3 days, she saved my behind from total damnation, or rather, stagnation in that state of pessimism and bitterness.
She said there’s certain elements that are easily mended.
The waves rippled through the night and the night after that. And the peace it brought seems to have fixed most worries.
Posted by: trish on: 06:21:09.
Don’t stray
Don’t ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don’t let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I’m practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn’t seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinitely true
Say you’ll stay
Don’t come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there’s no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everything’s turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you’ll stay
Don’t come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you’ll stay
Don’t come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
It’s all because of you
It’s all because of you
This calls for one of those huge sheets of paper that will drain the ink out of hundreds of markers. Don’t run out on me.
Posted by: trish on: 06:11:09.
Painting my nails black gives me memories of that one day at the Mountie Grill. She took out a bottle and painted her nails, then painted one finger each person. I know you’re happy.
Someone asked me today what I learned at Cal Poly so far.
