i missed…

…another chance to call nee. UNgreat. 😦

even if i have these good intentions and ideas, i keep on busting them up. aww. i’m so sorry. i’ve said that line over and over again but i can’t seem to get things right…or maybe i’m born wrong. i hope not. why do i keep on disappointing people? i mean, sheesh, sorry okay? i can’t reason out cause i don’t want to sound too miserable cause i already am. wish you’d understand that this is my final week and a little consideration could help. i’m sorry.

i’m scared.i’m sorry.i’m wrong.i’m always wrong.


nee, i’m really sorry. please don’t tell me that you won’t expect too much anymore. it makes me feel bad. sorry 😦


these new glasses are killing me. i mean, my body has this suicidal mode turned on. not that i want to kill myself. my back and neck hurt. my feet are chillin. haha. the right side of my head feels like its pulsating. my eyes are strained and weird. i even feel bad inside. to compensate for all the negativity in my body, perhaps i should take an ice bath tomorrow. i don’t know. or i should drink all the water or something. wash away, bad spirit. bring me back to my nee. 😦



sexi lexi, this one’s for you.

haberdee lexi. hihi. advance pa oh. :p

the day passed on without us even noticing. here’s how:

-> jhonah came here around 11:45. -> mom drove us to mcdo and we met lexi, franics, kdv and MAAAAE there. -> drove to gateway. ->went to different places to look for taco bell but later on decided to eat at italiannis. ->found the place. ->ate and ate and …ate. -> loved the bread. they kept on guessing the ingredients. haha ->picture picture. -> went several floors up. ->picture picture. ->watched the break-up. ->mae cried. ->it was freezing cold. ->drove back home.

that’s the summation. i’m still feasting on the day’s afterglow so i’m not really into storytelling right now. it was fun to meet up with my high school friends. haha. i really miss them. oh ayan na. parinig nio kay *blogger* hahahahaha.

i’m currently filling the following week’s schedule. nyahaha. the word “basically” is stuck to my noodle. fuuun. toodles.


i found this on some old entry. little do i know that i had at least a drop of creativity in me. my entries were so weird. haha talk about self criticism. -_-

chant this: trisha, thy cuteness, please come back to thy right mind. oh gods of cutiedity, let trisha come back to sanity and grant her all the wishes she may wisheth.ahem.

i’m in this dark room. mami got up because i’m using the computer. the maid’s going to sleep here and i’m going to sleep beside my dad for one last time before i leave and before he does. (awww. nyerks. haha.) i’ll miss him. i’m also writing right now cause i’m burning every millisecond that slowly passes me by… i’m waiting for someone… ngarr. haha.

err. whatev. sudden shift of weather. down to stormy possession with some drizzles of anticipation. i want to talk to you. toodles.

becoming. bored. bum. brat. boeing 747. (give me any title that starts with b)

my glasses got their first debut scratches from trina. thank you very much. at least i got some of them smeared off. the flight this saturday leaves at 10 pm. i’ll arrive there 7:40pm. bet my eyes will have been puffied up when i get there. err i’m not sure of my grammar anymore. hahahahaha.

today’s itinerary… neopets till 830.***pickup mommy.* salon (cellophane baby!).* shop with mom.* g4 with camp mates (dinner and movie).* go home.*

* insert : i miss nee so much. emo2

wahaha. i’ll have 3 pairs of glasses. yey. one blue, one black…maybe one yellow? oh pleaaaase let me have one yellow pair. hahaha. if not yellow, i want hmm.. white/red/green/orange/purple? hahaha, but that’s so old school.emo1

i don’t know how i’ll cram everything in less than a week’s time but hey, this is good. at least i’m productive. haha. oooh, i’m a few steps closer to wp. hihihi.

that’s all. toodles. got most of the to-do stuff crossed out. yey. ahya penpen, nina, kuya ejay, kuya paul and kuya lai and anak calops…err kinukuya pa ba kayo? hahaha. thaaaanks a lot. i really had a great time 😀  too tired to extract the details. check my multiply whenever. got the pics from ahya. i’m going school hopping next week. nyahaha. okay. that’s all. i miss nee. toodles.

with almost blistered feet, let’s go shopping.

After the struggle to get to robinsons galleria, my mom and i finally managed to get a cab. I met up with Nee and had gobs o fun.emo2-kissblush.gif hihihi. so anyway, there’s a sudden mood swing and i’m not tripping another long post. soooo, there. toodles.

Or So I Thought.

I took another IQ test from this certain site. Ardo and I tried this last summer. Guess what? I think I actually have a brain right now. hahaha. From 122, if I remember correctly, to 133. That’s weird. I suddenly have superior IQ but I feel like I’m so airheaded. hahahaha. It might probably be fooling me. Oh well. I wish the placement test is like that. hahaha. I woke up relevantly early today cause I was having rashes again and I had to do something. heehee. Now I’m interested in making emoticons but I bet I’ll back off the computer anytime now cause my head and jaw and neck friggin hurts like maaaad.

Vanilla Vanilla, my perfume said. I’m going to leave Manila Manila in a few days. My mom’s stressing it out every time she sees me. I won’t see Daddyo starting Sunday cause he’s going to China. Yey China! I’ll make him buy me stuff. Hehe. I’ll let Mami stay here for a week. She promised.

Tomorrow, Lexi and I are going back to our Alma Mater then we’ll head off to our future/supposed to be university. Golly. I’ll treat them tons of pishbols and skwidbols and isaws. hahaha yikes. That might hinder me from leaving since I might get sick. hahaha. hepa. thyphoid. oh since it’s rainy, dengue.. the list goes on. haha.That’ll happen next week. Alexa has an art class. hahaha.
Gosh. There’s a looooot to do. From the postponed medical check ups to sewing, packing and buying stuff, I may not finish them all. Grr. Guess I’ll have to bounce my way through the list. Toodles. Update later. I’ll cut this entry short.

Today has been such a productive day, I may say. wahahaha. NOT. I made two bags (and counting)!! They have beaaads. haha. Even if my eyes are still swollen and weird looking, I managed to insert the thread through the needle’s eye. whew. Mommy called. She cried. I cried too (after the phone call. haha. i’m too shy. haha). My cd’s are all mounted on my wall. The desk looks tidier. My kikay kit seems complete. I’ve made the list mother dear tells me to make. My room’s a mess. The swimming plan has been launched. hahaha. there. isn’t it full of productivity?! hahaha.

oh yeah. i also started making my own emoticons though they aren’t consistent. wanna see? even if you don’t want to look at them, I’ll be posting. hahaha. close your eyes if you despise such cute creatures.
the animation on the first is supposed to be subtle.emo1

the second one’s simply sweeet. hahaha. instead of the cheeks blushing, it should’ve had  red ears. hahaha. emo2-kissblush.gif

there. my consistency’s gone. the last one is some plain old circular ecstatic emoticon.  emo2

no stealing. miiiine. toodles.

holy macaroni.

salami. guacamole. ravioli. cow. noodle.


i have 10 days. oh shoot. great. i have to start fixing things and hugging people. 😦

i just made this a separate entry cause this is supposed to be somewhat emo-filled. HAHAHA.

so anyway. the tears won’t stop flowing. this is stupid.


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