no more oversleeping for me.

slept at 9. woke up by 430am. slept again and woke up by 7. slept again and woke again by 715. slept again and woke up by 830. wtf. i was hoping that my dream would leave me but noooo, it kept on continuing itself even if i woke and slept the whole time!

it’s about something like the great flood. i told my mom we should buy airplane tickets so that we’d be on air whenever this happened. that’s what nee and his family did. my family was having this conference on whether we should take the plane or go by land or water. mami didn’t want to go. i kept on forcing her. everything was in total chaos and i didn’t know where to go. i went to some underground mall and looked for some things then mom said trina, nicki and i should leave. i didn’t know what to feel so i did!!! oh my goood. why did we leave them there?! we were at the top of a hill when we saw the water collapse the dam and it rapidly filled the valley beneath us. good thing we were at a high place. i saw this hugh blue building with a receptionist at the door. he was telling people to go in and they’ll be safe but people kept on ignoring him instead. we went in and got a room in the topmost floor.

i went out and saw the whole place flooded with no people. when i went in, nee was there with his siblings. omg. he was angry with me and i don’t know why. that was plain torture. i lost my family then my nee. the fridge didn’t have a lot of food. our cellphones didn’t have enough batteries. i told them we’d turn one phone on till it’s over. as i poked my head into the fridge and even if there was corn enough for us, it was totally hopeless. i heard voices then trina (who dyed her hair blue haha) pulled me out. i poked my head into another cupboard and heard some more. i couldn’t take it so i said i’d go out for a walk. one area was dry. it was like a road between the mountain and the valley filled with water. i was in a car with tetet, patty and juno. i told tet that we were in front of kuya carlo’s house and that i needed to borrow a camera. so she went out and got one. we drove along and found that on the mountain were ethnic people dancing and having fun. i saw dom, tan, ej and other neighbors. hahaha. i told them to get in the car then i surveyed the place. they had racks of crossword puzzles and games on one side and i read one about some insect carrying our memories. it only comes out during these times.

depression sank in and i left with them crying. we went home and i did the laundry but this part, all i can see was black so i only heard voices. it has been a week since nee’s angry and i didn’t know. waaaah. i kept on crying. i asked tan why his pants were wet at the bottom for 10″ high. he told me those were fishing pants used to lure fish. whattabout. hahaha.

by this time i woke up again then slept again. i only saw a taped news. the philippines became one small island – maybe all the islands stuck onto one another. the fault lines were predicted to have been the reason why it’s moving closer to the states. the voice-over said this can’t happen.

then, i sat up, too sad and perplexed to even study calculus. pfft. sorry for the long entry. i notice this just now: most of my long nightmare-ish dreams have villainous waters. wish me luck in calculus. things are slowly clearing up and yeeeeah, if some calamity should cause the philippines in order to be nearer to the states, please forget all about it. who would want people dying, eh? toodles.


i might as well be dead.

yes. you’ve read it right.

i stormed in my class and found out i was early – too early in fact. the teacher was teaching his previous class. it turns out that i’m 45 minutes early for my class. so much for making the whole class laugh huh? good thing the guy beside me was kind enough to tell me that i should just stay there and bear the embarrassment. hahaha.

next big thing. tita taan and i ate at panda express. i ran to my class – english only to find out that we’d only have a diagnostic writing session plus that extended break because the teacher wanted to.

spanish wasn’t too bad. it was fun, really. thank god i had that class.

we went to borders to buy my dictionary and wicked. wuhooo. staples came next. i bought my school stuff then i left one plastic bag there. i only brought the notebook and filler. wahaw. whattabout the other stuff i left? gone? i hope not. that thing will probably get around town by tomorrow morning.

this precalc homework is lost in translation. there’s nothing i can understand so far. someone please help me. i’d do anything you tell me as long as it doesn’t go against my principles and the law. oh pleeeeease. i’m sleepy. wtf. need to study. need to paaass. toodles. šŸ˜¦

one of the worst days ever.

maybe not YET, but i’m hoping that was cause I might as well get kicked in the face if it wasn’t.

11:45am-got dropped off in the middle of the street because Tita Gina doesn’t want to park.

12:00pm-i walked and waited in the library. the chinese guy in front of me ate something then tore the label from his book. he asked me what the time was.

12:30pm-he slept. i was reading Gaudi for spanish but my head didn’t recognize the letters so i skipped it and looked for another book.

1:00pm-precalculus book was right in front of me – telling me all the different weird stuff i don’t seem to understand even if i’ve seen them before. wtf. i think i dropped my brain.

2:00pm-i went out of the library to call tita taan. it was about my books and schedule and such. stayed on the grass. ate ritz. saw my engl68 classmate. sat there and watched the grass. yeah, whatever.

2:50pm-i called tita bebe. i headed for math building even if my class starts at 4:30pm. what a losing choice.

3:00pm-sweating like some nasty fat pig full of fat. i hate that. so okay. i walked all the way to the math building then went back. i even saw my orientation mate. he wears the same superficial clothes who knows why. i get a lot of stares from older looking people. okay. they tell me to shut up whenever i say i’m seventeen. what’s wrong with that huh?

3:20pm-back in the library. i spent all my time there writing 3 pages of nonsense plus a poem.

3:50pm-bathroom break. befriended Audrey. she’s a filipina too. i’ve been sitting with her since 3:20. so okay she also got surprised cause i was younger. she’s 19. not bad. i’d meet here there again this thursday.

4:10pm-brisk walked to 40c. that’s across the campus. think about the biggest community college in the country. that’s torture to my feet.

4:15pm-got there. asked 2 people if they’re waiting for math160. turns out they’re only waiting for their friends. i went in and sat in front. oh yes that was freaking great. all that happened until 6:30pm was blabber. i had no idea what he’s talking about. maybe cause i didn’t review and maybe because my head was killing me considering i don’t have a brain anymore. this class proved my brainless feat. ms. lagud and mrs. sulit, i miss you! hahahahaha. it’s all about functions, lines, curves, sines and graphs. we have a homework and a quiz this thursday.

6:30pm-they texted me that tita gina’s already waiting for me. she’s in the library so i walked back. alllll the waaaaay back. someone please invent flying shoes. she already has her student id. i thought we’d get ours together that’s why i didn’t get mine earlier. okay she even got a little bit angry cause i shouldn’t have wasted my time. more on the head pumping madness. we went to the bursar’s office. i had my id picture taken. the guy behind me got his id first. i told tita gina the guy in the counter was pretty amazed by my cuteness that’s why he held on to it. hahahahaha. kidding man. he’s freaky. she got a check mailed to me for the refund of my parking permit.

6:45pm- the mtsac book rac is right beside the bursar’s office so we went there. i had a list of books to buy. tita gina and i argued all the time which book to get cause “this one’s better see? the edges aren’t torn!” “no this one’s better! that has some freaky things sticking to it!” “it’s your choice. the edges are torn!” “okay fine! i’ll take that!”. so much for teamwork. hahaha. the three books all cost 207something bucks. not bad? uber bad. not cheap huh? the teachers are telling us that students pay all the way up to 400 only for their books – that’s an average.

7:30pm- she parked all the way out there somewhere and we walked. nyahaha. my head has already planted some nuclear bomb inside itĀ  and i can’t think straight. i need tylenol or ponstan or advil or anything related with that. we went to loli’s place. tita taan was there waiting for me. she had to pick up her mail too. after a short while, we went home.

8:15pm- the angels are losing again. we ate dinner. my chair drank my water: i was holding the glass ready to drink from it. i poured it then it went in front of me. the glass was 2 inches away from my face. was that even enough? i almost sprayed the medicine cause of manic laughter. it tasted bad.

8:45pm- too tired to even barf, i sat on my bed and played with chloe.

9:15pm- i fell asleep. tita bebe put my things here. i forgot them back there by the counter. i went back to sleep.
9:30pm- eew. it’s the same shirt. i changed and brushed my teeth and slept. whatta dream. none of that please. it’s about cheating other people. that hurts.

4:00am- i woke up to do this and to study for my subjects later.

4:44am- so how does it feel like to be such a young fragile person in college? F.U.N.

4:45AM- I don’t think i’ll survive this if i keep on walking around the campus by noon time. tita taan’s taking me out to lunch with her later. i should be studying now. i hate love love love it.

my feet better get their spa later or i’m not walking. hahaha. toodles.

more to come later.

arrrr. i got another class later: math160. haha. time before that will be for shopping books and returning my parking permit cause i won’t need it anyway. gym on friday if i’m not worn out yet. the walking and sitting and slanging part isn’t so healthful. since my class starts at 4 and i’ll be there way long before 2pm, I’d probably stay in the library or look for a friend. hahaha. wtf. chris is askin me hows my english and i said, i just don’t talk too much cause i’m shy. AHAHAHA. doyye. he was pretty amazed cause i had tiny papers with my schedule on it. anybody want one? it’s pretty handy.

the gym should be desserted. midriff anyone? tita lyn wears those with tight leggings. haha wtf. i’m still sleepy. time to go back to snoozing. toodles!


waduff fifol. HAHAHA. yikes. not like that please. the excitement is to hard to contain! i’ll rush this cause it might take a century to finish my story. in the morning, i crammed preparing for the whole thing cause i woke up late due to my lack of responsibility and strong urge to extend my snoozing. tita gina picked me up and she went with me till i saw my classroom. my first class every wednesday starts at 945 and it’s all about the fundamentals of computer science. we’re learning binary stuff right now. isn’t that a nice way to start the day? i don’t know. probably not if i won’t get it by next week. my seatmate and i went to the other end of the campus so i’d know where to go next and where tita gina was. i went to the library to meet up with her then we ate at carl’s jr.

lunch time, baybeh. haha. i ate 3 chicken strips. that’s all. i forgot that i’d only be able to eat till 635, when my last class ends. well anyway, we went back to the library. i used that as a great opportunity to rewrite notes, put lotion (cause it’s freaking dry here) aaaaand nap. as i was getting something from my bag, one of the people from last last week’s orientation said hi. someone remembers me! yay! hahaha.

english started by 215. i was there by 210 waiting outside the room only to find out that she has already started jibbering. she made us group into 3 and explain the different assigned parts of the course. during our turn, i said, “the purpose of this class is” then my groupmade continued by reading the rest. hahahahaha. the teacher said i’m going to be the next <someone. i forgot whom>. so okay. they were saying bad stuff about the subject cause they think it’s kinda irrelevant. writing. halloooo. a lazy part of me thinks so too! haha.

?como estas? err i don’t know how to put the symbols so bear with me. spanish came 10 minutes after we got dismissed from english. she’s funny. she knows how to speak ilocano though she’s greek i think. wuhoo. she also dismissed us early. oh yey.

that’s how my day went. plus jabar moments and oh yes, darlings, really awkward silences. i kind of black out whenever i’m thinking. hahahaha. pfft. i’m sleepy already. it’s only 938. wahaw mehn.

i also learned a few bad words in spanish though i’m not supposed to. chloe got stranded in a room filled with black ants. oh poor chloe.

please don’t watch the video juno’s going to show you. PLEASE DON’T. it’ll haunt your dreams forever.

i’m off to dream that freaking video. dang. no more eye popping for me. pleeeease. O.O toodles. before i forget, lemme shout it out loud. KOLEHIYALA NA KO. wahahahahaha.

goodbye summer.

You must probably know that this has been the longest summer ever. I’m really thankful I spent it with the most important people in my life. There’s one fortunate setting in which I, as we should all do, must face. Tomorrow’s the start of my college life. Wish me luck. I’m kind of excited, homesick, too lazy, sleepy and indifferent all at the same time. Sixtreme, what did you guys feel?

Anyway, we went to swap meet today. I’ve got new shoes and some gym apparel. hahaha. We went to the clubhouse before 8pm. Tita Taan barbequed; Tita Bebe ran; I swam first then ran for 20 minutes on the treadmill. We had to eat already eh. pfft. I ate more than I burned. The thing was saying 300-400cal/h. šŸ˜® Emmy’s night. Got my allowance already. Wuhoo. The back of my head is telling me that I’m pretty scared right now. I’m shivering cause of the aircon too. No biggie. Toodles.

conventional. nope, nope!

one mb to go and i’m hell shivering to death here. two jackets, two pants and two blankies. what more? cold hard torrent file that won’t download. *after one hour* oooh. more of those episodes, minus the draggy part! i’m hungry. cheerios, anyone? it’s whoopie season, what can i say? come on now, sugar, bring it on bring it on yeah! wahaha.vm20. someone please download it for me.

five in the morning to kick through thin air then something about the air changes: the vent’s on again. regrets aren’t made till something bad happens (which eventually backfired and now i have someone to make world peace with. HAHA you loser.), are they? lucky for you, i’m no killer. lucky for me, you’re suicidal. leave me be if you don’t want your boiled testicles on a platter. savvy?

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