resolutions for keeps

…cause i have someone to keep. 🙂

time robs us of our youth, or should i say, immortality. it flies by so fast that no one really knows where we’re all traversing (unless there’s a big secret agency that can tell the future or whatnot but..) but i’m not really particular about time. after 365 days and a spare quarter of a day, more than multiple oscar winning telenovela-like stories have taken place. this year pretty much has all the cracking adolescent hormonal imbalances the body can contain. if i’m going to sum it all up, it can be pretty much called THE YEAR 2006.

too much has happened and i’m all fat thankful for knowing and living with all the people i’ve encountered, and all the other people in the world (for we are in connection with one another by 6 degrees haha), for giving me such an annual feast.

every second counts, and up to this moment, i can say, i’ve had fun. rolling cheese balls and creamy pesto bread slices of fun. thanks. i learned a lot.

through the culture shocks i’ve mastered, there’s still nothing i can do about stereotypes, social climbers, down to hell trashy people, oh, and narcissism that burgeons on all over the place. but oh, who gives a crap?

everywhither, i possess a relevantly huge inclination to romanticize life. that shan’t change. i love it. the 99 stars page shall stay, for i haven’t finished it yet, and i still want to cause a good national revolution. those dreams i’ve written will no longer be in mind. instead, more will be added and those wishes and dreams will come true. i do not want to have. i want to be. i want to be the impulse that which makes people reach their goals. there’s always a path to that tiny streak of light. romanticize it, i do not care. just go and go.

maybe i’m overdoing it. maybe i’m overwhelmed. or underwhelmed. no one knows, even i do not know the inner workings of my deep nee-filled, dream-powered mind. one thing’s for sure. 19 it is, 19 it is, and i do love love. love is that which loves the people i love that’s why i love it.

one. on the way home one fortunate day, i couldn’t close my eyes and my head won’t stop wandering onto the future. what if this or that happens? would i be able to stand it? can i do it? will things go wrong or right? hmm. no worries. that’s one resolution i’m sure will make me and the people around me happy. i better stop being paranoid and impatient cause it’ll do me no good.

two. procrastination is something most shsians are proud to have practiced / still practice. i read one article saying that people set their own deadlines because they know their procrastinating capabilities. setting aside work for leisure might i say is going to stay in 2006. the bad habit will just stay there until i learn to properly handle my work and discipline my self.

three. the wish list is definitely long and not all people are willing to serve as mr. santa this year nor next year. i’ll do it for myself and save moolah. plus, i promised my mom a lot of things already. time to fulfill them, eh?

four. not a resolution but a wish: MIT. haha. i don’t know why but i so want to go there. please.

five. live it. dad said i should live more. that hurt me at first but he’s a tinsy bitsy wee bit right that i should start living again. HAHA. yea, i’ve sheltered myself too much this year. i should start playing tennis or doing something productive and sociable next year.

six. remember the starstruck line? i can’t believe i’m quoting that but heck, here it goes. dream believe survive. not too romantic about it but jeez, i sure will make the most of 2007 as i’ve done with 2006, and more. 🙂

seven. so as i would not waste any moment, everything shall be organized and set unless something magnificent comes up to awe me enough to make me forget or change my plans.

eight. the best thing ever. iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou. and the waiting continues. we know we’ll stay. just as every emo distant song goes, what we have is real. 🙂 (number eight because that’s one heck of a july. :))
nine. this year will be for my second and third semester in college. what should i do with those? participate and make the devil sure that i can best him in whichever class i take.

ten. world peace, love, liberation and happiness.

it’s all good.



1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. BlilaRiblof
    Nov 01, 2008 @ 15:13:26

    Sounds intersting.. Are you trying to reach my encounters companion Oh, good joke) Why do hurricanes travel so fast? If they traveled slowly, we would have to call them slow-i-canes


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