Nothing Can Stop Us Now

Random points of today and yesterday: 


Not really.

Sunburned everything. Class condescension. Heart donors. Memory erasers. Glutathione.

Screw CFCs and green house gases. Be a hippie. Spread the love.

Nitrogen for the win. Julius Caesar pwned it.

Hawaiian punch.

Au revoir, DJ Max. We shall meet again. LET’S BE THE BEST OF _________. Yes.

Priorities, dears. Just cause you like saying the word like doesn’t mean you can say it after every word.

I’m worried about my son.

Oh, and you don’t have to teach an eagle how to fly.


Hello Dear Fall

A few hours left for this period called summer. There’s no absolution to what characterizes the short period of time that passed nor this moment of recapitulation and resolve. After a weekend spent not in the ordinary ramblings of this house, that part-nature, part-civilized trip was something. There was the sea and the sky, and the horizon where they both unite. It was beautiful. There were the seals, sea lions, birds of different kinds, and many other creatures. They were beautiful. Then, there floating on the seemingly flat bed of blue were sea weeds and plants. They make beaches dirty but they make the vast pool of life seem rugged – alive, even. On the far edge of the horizon were oil plants or rigs or whatnot people call them. They seem like tiny piercings on Mother Nature’s womb. Opposite the sea were cliffs and mountains. Imagine the fog covering the caps of the range, while the sun slowly rises against it. Again, it was beautiful. The different rock formations, creeks, vast plains and all that green leafy goodness – they were beautiful. But on these hills and plains were electrical posts and buildings fighting for the sky. All that green cascaded into gray and white and neon.

It was fun going back to nature, maybe only seeing it for a while to take a few shots here and there were not enough for me to really say I was into nature, but it felt pretty good. I also felt bad – really really depressingly “I want to change my major and maybe become a hippie” bad, and scared. What will happen to Mother Nature a few years from now? What will happen to everybody? We all cling to nature for our lives. After all, it IS where we came from and it IS our life. But it’s all dying, going. Maybe in little ways we little people can help prolong her life, our life. Maybe those little donations are promising enough to yield results and make a difference in preserving and curing her from total deterioration.

Forget the great monuments, relics and pieces dating back to the old days. Forget those collectibles that must have cost millions – of lives and of money. Here’s the oldest piece of greatness staring right at us, and yes, it is beautiful.


Some of the things I love about America:

Friends. Gay pride. Global Warming Awareness. Fight Against Obesity.

Oh, of course:

(sorry, there are too many links for this one)

Painted smile

Another nightmare woke me up this morning. It was about high school. I went late to class and they were already doing some group activity. We were supposed to think of different ways in MAKING money. Not just raising funds or anything, but making hard paper bills – and if we’re not able to come up with 24 or so different ways, we have to stay in school till we do. It was already night time and Ms. Toli made us sit outside the classroom. I had a keyboard with me, and I have no idea why. But two of my classmates told me that they say some orb glowing in my room a while ago. They reckon it’s a ghost. It woke me up. It was pretty surprising because the first thing I got worried about was my GPA, and not ghosts.

Thanks, Yze for reassuring me. HAHA.

Hot Pocket diet care of T.Lyn.  Aerobic motivation care of Loli. And couch potato-ing care of T.Gina. YUM.

Sanfo next weekend, sissies.  For now, I’m going to brutally finish my list of things to do. By the way, that’s one thing I’ve learned this summer – accomplish all the items in my to-do list. YEAUH.

i hate nightmares

tornadoes to be exact.


Oh please. I just don’t know where to start and what to say. Nights like these shouldn’t make life seem like a dot on a long line. If you think like the character in that series, I guess I understand you now. You do remind me of a lot of things, you know. Maybe it’s cause I still haven’t moved on to the next victim (as what other people say). I don’t know. It shouldn’t matter… but ideally, “it doesn’t matter” is a lie because everything does matter.

And when I know I can already let it all go, I still hold back hoping, wondering if there’s still that something. It’s being on the last step in a long walk, then deciding to go back to the beginning. I hate this. My issues have issues. Gah.

Hello, Generation S.L.U.T. You’re such a nice book to read, it makes me wonder if it’s really true.

got this from tal:
Hi, my name is:
Lucy Purr

but you can call me:

Never in my life have I:
killed myself

The one person who can drive me nuts is:
the one person who let me go

My high school is:
a third of my life

When I’m nervous:
I shiver

The last song I listened to was:
noise ratchet – away to the heart

If I were to get married right now it would be to:
some GREAT well deserving guy

My hair is:
waiting to be combed

When I was 4:
i ran around naked

Last Christmas:
one hell of a christmas

I should be:
dreaming my night off

When I look down I see:
my hands

The happiest recent event was:
happiest? i can remember but i don’t want to.

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :
i’d be rich by now

By this time next year:
i’d still be under the sheets… or somewhere else hopefully

My current gripe is:
not having a time machine

I have a hard time understanding:

There’s these girls:
who just can’t keep their legs folded together

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:
my mom

I want to buy:
a car

Where do you plan to visit:

If you spent the night at my house:
you’ll never leave

The world could do without:
jerks. baka baka baka jerks.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself:
a bikini

Most recent thing someone else bought me:

My middle name is:

In the morning I:
wish the day was about to end

Last night I was:

There’s this guy I know who:
i don’t want to think about

If I was an animal I’d be a:
turtle. strong, hard and old.

A better name for me would be:

Tomorrow I am:
still me.

Tonight I am:
not sleepy

My birthday is:
a bad memory.

i feel..flat.

got this from chris’s myspace bulletin. lol.

three words.
Body: You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less.
It’s harder than you think.

1. Where is your cell phone?
right beside me
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
in my dreams
3. Your hair?
dry and untamed.

4. Where is your father?
somewhere in indonesia
5. Cheesecake?
walnut strawberry goodness
6. Your favorite thing to do?:
eat think dream
7. Your dream last night?:
no need telling
8. Your favorite drink?
water with diamonds

9. Car you want?:
any will suffice

10. The room you’re in?:
in no room
11. George Bush:
me like much.

12. Your fears?
uncertainty and ignorance

13. Nipple rings?
nasty little things

14. Who will/did you hang out with tonight?
merlot and chloe
16. Go check and give your opinion?:
no thank you

17. One of your wish list items?:
something remarkably intangible

18. Where did you grow up?:

polluted and tropical

19. The last thing you did?:
download something online

20. What are you wearing?:
green and blue

21. Tattoo?:
henna on wrist

22. Ketchup?:
all the time

23. Your computer?:
lifesaving turd box

24. Your life?
lost in void
25. Your mood?:
apathetic and happy

26. Missing?:
home, some people

27. What are you thinking about right now?
what to do
28. Your car is?:
nonexistent as promised

29. Your work?
please hire me

30. Your summer?:
what? where? when?

31. Your relationship status?:
another nonexistent thing

32. Your favorite color(s)
white red silver

33. When is the last time you laughed?:
a while ago

34. Last time you cried?
inside or out?

35. Highschool?:
missing it so

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